heyhey people.. "J"s back.. haha.. long time nv cum here blog le.. haha.. haix.. the past few days have been very hectic for me.. tiring, pissed, confused, stressed...... haix.. 28th nuttin much happened.. had a full day of skool.. frm 8 to 5.. sianx.. den very very tired after the whole day.. den after tat went for care group.. had fun den i was leading in P&W and Games.. fun.. haha. but my games a bit boring.. den tat was the end of the whole day..

on the 29th, it was a gre8 day cause oni had like 3 hours of prac den can go home le.. it was oso the day i got back my guitar.. haha.. lent it to brian as he nids it for a guitar course.. den finally got it back.. missed it so much.. haha.. erm after tat went to hq for shepherding.. before tat went to play pool wif andrew, woon, jia wei, kenneth, jansen.. haha.. had lotsa fun.. although lost many many times.. shepherding on tat day was fast.. den after tat was supposed to meet mark to study together but he didnt answer his hp.. so caoulgnt contact him.. was so damn tired tat i fell asleep at hq.. [was up almost the whole nite printing past year papers.. printed til bout up at 5.. haix..] den he came over.. didnt do much.. but was satisfied cause i manage to finish 1 ABC past year paper.. found tat it was actually quite easy and fun.. haha.. must score for ABC.. haha.. erm after tat ent for matthew event.. which was a KTV event.. met cavin and grace at 5 outside clemeti MAC den met colin.. after tat we went up to open the room le.. had fun but as more people came in, it started getting chaotic..

hihi.. havent been consistent recently for my blogging.. haha. still not quite used to it.. haha.. humph.. for the past 3 days, nothing much has happened.. i guess i was still as busy in skool, and stressed as usual.. on sat had st john, den rush to church.. den immediately after ervice had to rush to hq for singma gathering.. tat sat service was fun.. was the finals for the centrestage.. gerald wasnt able to make it cause he had to enlist for ns on tat day.. so sad.. wonder how's he doing man.. den he was replaced by sharlene.. had fantastic songs.. and NEL won!!! yay!! haha.. she ahd fantastic voice.. i so envious.. haha.. den the service was very empowering.. loved it.. haha.. after tat rushed to lavender have gathering.. had fun, had lots of food.. [sh*t.. gonna put on weight again].. haha..

on sun basically nothing happened.. had tuition in teh morning.,. reuben came to my house for tuition.. haha.. had fun teaching him.. den after tat was so tired tat i slept for the next few hours.. woke up to eat and den slp again. haix. didnt even touch any of my books.. gotta start studying man.. lagging behind.. until now dun understand wat lecturers teaching.. [jia lat rite??] haix..

mon finally came.. dunno whether i should feel happy or wat.. had instrumentation lect and prac.. for the whole prac.. all we did was sit there listen to him tok.. den have to do a 9 page report... [stupid rite?? ] haix.. but heng la.. finished it after skool.. specially stayed back to complete at least 95% of it.. haha.. difficult sia.. can draw the diagrams til die man.. haix.. den went for tuition.. my 2nd last session wif my this student.. decided tat i have to gif up some of my commitments so tat i can prioritise my time properly.. cecil will take over my this student.. hope tat he can do a good job.. [which i believe he will!!]

haha..yap.. update for the past 3 days.. haha.. uttin much le i guess.. haha.. ok la. enuff crap le.. tAtA... take care to whoever is reading this.. :P

Current Goal:                                          Current mood:   Happy
1) Great results for upcoming tests                                    Blessed
2) Shepherd by 9 Aug                                                       Lazy
3) Convince one bro to convert asap

last 2 days was hectic.. lotsa things to do.. homework piling up.. lab reports getting boring and sucky... on thurs,  we oni had CCTA prac and it lasted oni for 2 hours of the 3 hours.. had lotsa time to slack.. den after tat went over to nphq to slack.. was there waiting for kehan.. tat day was my first shepherding day.. was having fun.. haha.. den after shepherding, went to meet colin for pool wif his friends.. didnt play for long cause colin later had class.. den slacked in hq til mark reached.. den studied in skool til like 9.. during the time of studying, many things went thru my mind.. was thinking bout how my life has been, how my spiritual life has been, how committed i am to everything tat eeds my commitment, ....... as i was thinking of those, had many tots flying thru my head.. mark was wif me and he felt tat i had a prob.. haha.. maybe just a mood swing.. [hAhA].. ok den went home.. damn tired when i reached home.. still thinking bout the things on the way home and even when i reached home.. so stressed with all the things around me..

today was gr8.. had lectures all the way. boring but still able to take it cause it was the last day of the week.. [yAy]... den after tat met mark for study.. slacked til 6 den went for tuition.. today after tuition had a tok wif the mom of my tutee.. told her tat i would not be able to comtinue the tuition after next week.. she was ok wif it but she asked me to find a replacement to cover me as the kid's CA2 was coming.. i called Cecil and thank God he was able to do it.. [praise the Lord] he agreed to take over frm me.. this tuition was one of the things on my mind yesterday.. i felt i was having too many things on my hand and i was kinda neglecting spiritual walk wif God.. so decided to gif up this tuition.. cause every mon there would be unit meet and i always was unable to go because of the tuition.. so had to gif it up.. i hope tat it was a right decision made.. currently just hoping to concentrate more on my skool work and on God.. for now i guess i have to go back to mugging and studying REAL hard for my goal of ADs... heehee.. ok la.. gotta study le.. byebye!! tAtA!!
   
Current Goal:                                               Current Mood: Confused
1) Be A Shepherd By 9 August 2004                                     Tired
2) Score Well For Upcoming Common Tests                         Shagged Out

havent blogged for like 2 days i think..been quite busy wif the stall outside PS [plaza singapura].. the prep, setting up, sales, ... blah blah blah.. the stall has been ok.. prep went quite smoothly.. the day had finally come for us to actually be there to start selling our stuffs.. when i reached there i was like anticipating it to be in a big area but however it was oni  a small area.. the tables were so small.. imagine squeezing 24 stalls in 1 tent.. haix. the place was cramp and they had nuttin there except tables and chairs.. we set everytin up and started our business @ 10am..

time passed and a few hours have passed but however there wasnt a SINGLE business......[worried].. i was very worried tat we would be unable to sell enuff tubes to cover our cost price.. but Thank GOd .. 1 customer came after very long.. after he bot 1 tube, he actually got some of his friends to buy frm us as well.. nice guy huh? [l0lx]. den it was ok for the rest of the day.. @ bout 4 i went for my church service.. had Centrestage SEMI- finals.. fantastic show man.. however kinda regret cause i didnt go for the 2nd audition if not imight stand a chance on tat day.. :).. anyway it was a fantastic service and i enjoyed it a lot.. Pastor Jeff was toking bout the significance of music ad i think it really spoke to me.. i am a person who loves music and a day without music would actually kill me.. [hAhA!!].. learnt many things on tat day (17 july).. went back to stall after service and brought frenz frm church there.. they are John and Grace frm SP... got to noe them frm church.. fantastic people..

2 days passed and we were tallying teh amount of money we had.. Thank God we manage to cover our cost price but we didnt get to earn much profit frm it..  but we are glad tat we didnt have to fork out any money to help cover the cost.. Praise the Lord!! haha.. thru these few days i have learnt many things.. things like appreciating music, making business work out, ..... i would like to express my gratitude to EVERYONE who has supported me in one way or another.. those who visited my stall and bot some stuffs.. THANX!! i am very grateful..

i would also like to thank 1 person and tat is Mark.. he has taught me a lot regarding the issues bout Christianity.. Thank You God for blessing me wif such a gr8 bro.. he is a mature person tat i think tat i have to keep learning frm him.. he also has a gr8 attitude ad character to every thing around him.. hey bro.. if u are reading this.. THANK YOU!!! if u need anythig.. feel free to approach me.. i will GLADLY help u.. :).. tat's my promise to you..

ok la.. i guess i have toked enuff.. gtg now.. have morning skool tml... tata.. have a nice day to all who reads this.. God Bless.. :-)